Restless as always

The things that surround me and make me restless enough to write about

A rainy day with Byomkesh Bakshi September 23, 2006

Filed under: Books,Experience,Random,Thoughts — Neena @ 12:59 pm

The past few days, I have been more restless than usual. Studying and then trying to inculcate different things and then their application. My mind did not want to grasp anything more, nor was it ready to support me to do something even remotely relating to academics. So, I decided to take a day off, take my mind to do some leisure activities so that I could begin my quest afresh. And this post is the culmination of that off-day. 

Today, I decided to try and visit my “regional book shelf”, and I took out Saradindu Bandopadhyay’s Byomkesh Bakshi (1st part). When was the last time I read this book? Ah yes! Possibly when I was in the 10th standard. I read Agnivan and of course my favourite Chiriyakhana. To those, who have followed Mr. Bakshi’s quest for truth in the Doordarshan Channel would find this fact extremely disappointing, that Chiriyakhana was never shown on the television. Neither were any of the stories featured in the 2nd part of Saradindu’s omnibus. Chiriakhana was made into the film directed by Satyajit Ray. Ray described Chiriakhana (The Zoo) as his most unsatisfying film. And I have to say it was the worst film Ray has ever made in his entire life! He probably destroyed the story altogether. I guess that is why, they never enacted it for the television.

Herein I do rejoice in the fact that I am a Bengali (such occasions are few), and I have had the privilege to read the entire Byomkesh series, and to have enjoyed every instance, twist and turn through the wonderful writing skills of Saradindu Bandopadhyay. 

 Sarandindu Bandopadhyay was the first person ever to introduce new techniques of writing detective stories by following the footsteps of Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. By creating Satyeneshi Byomkesh Bakshi he had brought about the birth of a hero. His first appearance comes in the story Satyenveshi. He doesn’t work for the police, and he doesn’t earn a living by being a detective. It is more of a hobby in his case. But to say that Byomkesh is quite like Sherlock Holmes would be unfair. Byomkesh is not a scientific expert, he is a young Bengali fellow, educated, vigilant, has an eye for detail. He has a characteristic graveness about him that separates him from others who are of his age. He does not suffer from addiction of any kind. He does not work as in a 9 to 5 job, neither does he take fees from clients. The Byomkesh stories are perfect if it is a lazy rainy afternoon and the grey skies overhaul your mood. Shojarur Kanta (The quills of Porcupine) is another one which is my favorite. It is engrossing and fast paced, and mind you the English translations really suck. They nowhere near provide the true essence of the stories. 

Bandyopadhyay created Byomkesh Bakshi in 1932, which makes him a forerunner by several decades of that other famous fictional Bengali sleuth, Ray’s Feluda. What sets Byomkesh apart from Feluda is that Feluda was written keeping children in mind. Byomkesh stories can be quite wickedly salacious — and come as a refreshing surprise to anyone who’s grown up on a Feluda diet.  Byomkesh is probably similar to being a polite Bengali gentleman from the outside. Whatever does set him apart, how much extraordinary is he from the rest – that is probably never apparent from his mannerisms. He talks less, but whenever someone tries sarcasm with him or tries to question his ideas, he is always ready to use his razor-sharp conversational skills and that is obviously meant for the reading pleasure.

  For so many years I have found Byomkesh’s stories so fascinating, and age has had no effect on me. The reason the stories are so endearing is because it forces you to think, to judge and to look at the story with your own perspective. You try to look for the minutest of details subconsciously while reading. Of course the style of living is what probably hits as the most unreal factor. To think Byomkesh and his friend Ajit  can spend the entire day reading newspapers and later visit a friend and enjoy afternoon tea and conversation is not easily digestible by someone who is a Non-Bengali. But we are stereotypically lazy, and the only thing we like to do is exercise our cerebral muscle rather than physically commit to any work as such.  

Saradindu’s literary contributions do not end with Byomkesh Bakshi. He has written various small short stories about supernatural activities and even very few stories with comic relief as well. That genre is simply fabulous. I did get scared when I was fairly young. So much so, that I had to keep my bedroom light on at night. :-) Well, those were the days.

 So ends my unffocial-stay-away-from-academics day. Nice meeting you again, Mr. Bakshi. Till next time, Adieu.

 

Bidding Adieu September 12, 2006

Filed under: Hope,Sport,Thoughts — Neena @ 11:22 am

 

The day finally arrived. The celebrations of victory in Monza mixed with the elation of seeing Fernando Alonso crash out, did not last that long. There was a sting in the end. In the Sunday post-race press conference, Michael Schumacher finally announced his retirement. 

I was amazed when I found A, one person who laughs away at all the cruel things life hurls at him, become a little bit dejected. And somehow, I felt quite sad as well, seeing the inevitable unfold in front of you. Imagine, no Michael Schumacher on the grid next season! The commentator not showering heaps of praises about how perfectly he is driving, and no silly jumps on the podium! 

 I had always thought that it would one of those great, happy days when Michael Schumacher finally ends his career. But it turns out otherwise. I have been never been a fan and Schumacher has never inspired me. I would normally scorn at people who consider Schumacher as God or better still, that the universe revolves around Michael Schumacher etc. But now that he has finally decided to call it a day, his illustrious career will always marvel people, whether or not they have been his admirers. Sure, his attitude of “winning at all costs” and his complete disregard for other drivers has brought about a lot of resentment. But then, F1 is a different sport altogether. It is extremely hard to break into the circle, and to be Number 1 and to continue for such a long time, takes some character. Michael knew how to win. And there is fine line between having the capacity to win and knowing how to win. To win in F1, you have to stop caring about a flawless image, because as someone told me, “winning is not everything, it is the only thing”. 

Schumacher looked overwhelmed with emotions in the press conference. The jubilations just before that were a sign of what was coming. The FIAT president was being rather stupid, and Michael was avoiding him – I noticed that. Probably the relationship has turned sour, when Luca wasn’t present in the Monaco Grand Prix this year.  

 I heard the words in press conference and felt sad. To see the ambassador retire from the sport, to see one of the greatest sporting icon in this world announce his retirement, always makes you a bit downhearted  Michael probably revolutionized the art of winning. Whether or not his actions were justified, how does he himself perceive his actions etc are matters of debate and they will continue. But to think that this man has been in Formula 1 for so long, and even though he is 37 years old and still is the protagonist of the title chase is some thing of a phenomenon. No matter how much people debate his actions on the track, the realization strikes me that we should be grateful that we belong to the Michael Schumacher era. He has set the standards regarding racing. Even those, who do not watch the sport, have heard his name and know how big he is. So does this thought now come to my mind “Well we saw Michael drive on a race track”? Yes it does.  

  I would find it extremely romantic to see Michael win his eighth title. Never thought, I would say this. But certainly, it would be a fitting end, the perfect goodbye present. Michael was 25 points adrift of Alonso at one point of time, and everyone reported that barring Alonso suffering any accident, Michael would never win this year’s title. Well, things quickly change and now he finds himself 2 points less than the leader. Of course, it is easier for me to say, that I would want him to win, since I am a neutral and do not support Alonso. But I think every sports enthusiast wants Michael to win this one. The contribution of Michael Schumacher to the sport is too big to be narrated in words. I think he was just “special”. Hope A, you cheer up a bit!

 

When the nonsense makes no sense September 8, 2006

Filed under: Disturbing,Exasperation,Experience,Non-Fiction,Sarcasm — Neena @ 7:43 am

I love having good conversations. Probably, because it broadens my area of knowledge about various topics under the sun. And its not always, that I am actively engaged in it. Sometimes, I like to sit back and grasp the information that the other person is imparting. So, I guess, I don’t mind joining a range of conversations about technology, business, football, rock music, politics, books, spirituality - anything - if I can find a passionate individual at the other end.

It is funny how one can suddenly stumble upon a conversation which you really don’t wish to end. It is as if you have so much to say, and you feel powerless when it comes to using the right words. Sometimes you are a prisoner of time, which decides your more than important commitments. 

But I guess you have to consider the flipside. These days, I cannot categorise my conversations. I come home and reflect on the people I meet and the discussions I have had, and I find myself left with nothing. I find myself asking foolish questions like “Why did he/she talk to me in that way?” or “What did he/she want to convey with that?” And I just do not find the answers. It is as if everyone is ready to try fencing with words these days…

Nonsense Conversation number 1

Me: Hi V, hey congratulations on your graduation result!

V: Thanks, and same to you too! You did very well, so I heard.

Me: Thanks, finally made it!

1 minute silence

V: Oh I didn’t study at all, while in college. Just scraped through I guess. It is quite a surprise that I scored a 75.

*From here on, I don’t speak anything, or rather I am not allowed to. I just suspect, that it is better to remain discrete*

V: Actually, I don’t remember studying before any exam in college. I would go out the night before the exam, for a movie or to a disc. Then I would return home. I would be too tired to study. The next morning, I would call S and ask her “How much time did you take to study these chapters?”. S would reply “well, 3 weeks”. So, in 3 hours I would study whatever I could.

Actually, I never studied in School as well. I was first and S was second, and in college I am third and S is first. I was so busy with my job from the 3rd sem, that I never found time to study in college.

Me:  wow, V…I can’t imagine what the consequences would have been, if you had studied.

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Nonsense Conversation number 2

V: See, that guy over there?

Me: Who?

V: The guy with the black shirt, notice his lips – They are unnaturally black, I think he is wearing a black lipstick.

*After trying really hard to locate the guy with the black lips – I normally don’t indulge in such extremely stimulating activities – I give up, feeling rather disappointed*

V: See, its so weird!

Me: *still not finding the guy*  May be he is a regular smoker? It could be a characteristic..

1 minute silence

 V: …But I smoke as well, My lips aren’t black ….but I guess I smoke occasionally…may be thats why….last time I smoked was….

Okay, why was I having this conversation again?

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Nonsense Conversation number 3

Sorry C, this one just had to make it to the list. ;)

Location: Metro (Subway)

C: Hey, don’t cut the tickets now. Wait  a bit.

Me: Why, we are getting late, I have my tutions at 12.

C: I think that guy is following us

Me: which guy?

C: That guy. Ufff, don’t look, he is looking at us, as we speak. He was looking at me in the bus, and now he has followed us to the metro station..

Me: Let me the cut the tickets please.

After getting the tickets.

C: Lets take the next train

Me: As if the “next train” will solve your paranoia. I can picture this right now. Night of thunderstorms, with incessant rain. Suddenly you get up at the middle of the night, turn on the light, and notice this guy standing underneath your window sill.. Now thats a thought.

C: Shut up, its not funny.

*Finally I coax C to get on to the train*

C: What will happen, if there is a blast right now in metro?

Me: Is this supposed to be funny?

C: No, yesterday I saw someone in Metro. He just completely fits this image of a terrorist, long beard and all. He was walking aimlessly in the platform. And then I saw that he was looking at me….and then….

Me: At least you can talk to me about a terrorist attack, when I am not travelling in the Metro!!!

 

 
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